April 1, 2019

Warrior. Nervous warrior.

Warrior. Nervous warrior.

Bought myself this shirt to wear to the hospital - and then about five minutes after I get there I'll have to trade it for an ugly gown. But I'll still be wearing it mentally, ugly gown be damned.

I'm definitely nervous at this point - it is currently late on Monday, and surgery is on Wednesday - my appetite has dropped, which is usually how this sort of anxiety manifests for me. I'm just ready to get it over with! They will call me tomorrow afternoon with the time for the surgery; fingers crossed it is early morning so that I'm not sitting around that morning twiddling my thumbs - thirsty - waiting to go the hospital.

I don't expect to post again before surgery, so I'll see blog you on the other side...